Day 61

March 2, 2022

To is Dr. Seuss's b'day.  

Tonight you get photos, and photos of buildings on a bright day.  It was a very busy day and I tried to find spaces for myself.  It was not very warm, but it was sunny and inviting.   

I am going through some physical changes which are really effecting me.  I am also extremely busy working on this play.   Between the physical changes and reactions and the  emotional response to digging into the original mother experience, I feel I am ADHD all of a sudden.  I became aware today that I have to take care of my body first for the first time in 68 years.  Very disconcerting and at the same time exciting.  

I spent some time with EJ today driving with them.  We drove up through Gill and I kept claiming how beautiful things were as they were trying to keep their eyes on the road.  They did great.  

When I drove back from Northfield there were several deer in the pastures and there were goats out of their paddocks in the road.  They were really cool goats.  I also counted 4 hawks on the ride.

White on white; beige on white, and the beginning of the glow of sun set.  There was a huge sun dog, but I couldn't pull over.  It was brilliant.

I have so much going on in my brain and no means of documenting it, it's happening too fast, it's kind of like this old building, or the chapel in the graveyard.  

When you do this kind of collaborative work you gather more stories.  Stories beget stories, beige on white, rust on pale blue.