Day 216

August 4, 2022

My Mom left this realm 12 years ago today

My last full day house sitting.  In some ways I wish I had another week, but in other ways I want to be back to Lava Center.  I want to be where I can make some moves to concretize my new perfect life, too.

Meanwhile it is almost 100 degrees.  I am very comfortable inside this house.  My day has been slow, but I have done some writing.  My thinking is less language driven, more emotion driven and not quite at a place where I can articulate it.  Soon.  It's been a full week and has included all parts of the spectrum.  All of my buttons are pushed, yet I am open.  Usually the one shuts the other down..

I also believe I have something to share with the world. I think that my play showed me that it is worth my trying to communicate some of my experiences and my conclusions about so much.